01.04.202X - Worry
Worry You're my friend. You're my friend. You're my friend. You're my friend. Why did she have to say it? Why? Everything was going so well – maybe Katie would even have forgiven her for what she'd done, but... God, she hated that word so much . So fucking much. Or, no , it wasn't the word, not as such. Instead, it was her warped, diseased, disgusting brain that refused to accept it. That made her want to cry and complain like the pathetic attention whore she was whenever she heard it. And that reaction never failed to remind her just how hopeless she was, how far gone she was, bursting into tears every time she remembered that something as simple and ordinary as a friend was out of her reach. Me. A 'friend'. I wouldn't wish myself on my worst fucking enemy. What the fuck was Kate even thinking? When I'm not busy being useless and stupid I'm busy hurting her feelings. Maybe Katie's too nice. She does...